I am going to intellectualize. I am going to study and absorb and learn and think and read. This is a time I am going to take for myself and nurture my brain. Amazing literature has been flowing past my eyes. I am teaching myself French, simply because I want to. I am in the process of learning how to play guitar, because I love acoustic music, and want to be able to play it myself. I am taking more pictures than I have I a very long time, and I feel very accomplished. Very, open, very, very, so very cultivated.

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Are you male or female: Female.
Describe yourself: Out of my mind, trying hard to get back in.
How do some people feel about you: I don't really know.
How do you feel about yourself: I don't really know.
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Commitment phobic.
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Don't have one.
Describe where you want to be: In love.
Describe what you want to be: Happy, for infinite and beyond.
Describe how you live: I just live. That's all.
Describe how you love: I just love. That's all.

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Tonight I did it.
I went skinny dipping (:

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Things I should be doing:
Pack for mountains
Shower and get this chlorine out of my hair
Eat before I pass out
Charge my phone
Charge my iPod
Charge my camera battery
Figure out what I need to take to the mountains
Take the trash out (EVEN THOUGH IT'S FREAKING 12:30 IN THE A.M.)
Do the kitchen so my mom doesn't have to deal with crap while I'm gone
Find my camera
Fill out this Application Katie's mom gave me
Sleep

Things I am doing:
Watching Big Brother 10
Nutang-ing
Xanga-ing
Listening to my stomach grumble mumble cause I need deliciousness


So I got a few books for the ride up to the mountains. My all time favorite The Perks of Being a Wallflower, that I have read 6 times might I add. Thanks Meagan for letting me borrow it. Then Katie lent me three books that she though I might enjoy. They look quite interesting. Amazing Grace, Size 12 is Not Fat, and Kurt Vonnegut's(Cause I mean lets face it, he is an AMAZING author) The Sirens of Titan. I'm really happy, I have been wanting to get back into my reading for the Summer but just haven't had the time with work, and my social life. My goal was to read 50 books this Summer, and I have read 36. Even though I somewhat cheated, reading some more than once.

If you have any good books, you should most definitely drop a comment and let me know about them (:

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Yesshh, it is all so fun. Silly silly silly crazy odd nonsense sprouting from every corner of my world! Thoughts are zooming and bouncing a careening and falling and moving and not stopping. Life is good, my friends are amazing. I am rather happy, I must say.

I am currently off to never never land. I have stripped myself of all my indignity and self consciousness and stripped myself of everything and just left. I have gone. And I'm going and going and I won’t stop. Never stopping. I have gone all the way to the end of our universe, and just entered the next one over. I haven't slept. I haven't drank. I haven't eaten. I haven't breathed. I have become one with everything and everyone. I will just be. I will do nothing but be. And while I am doing this being, I will become infinite. I will be there forever and ever, living and loving and being and not being a part of anything, but simply being a part of everything.

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